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Seriously, someone come take it. I'd probably even give it to you. Why is it always such a struggle for me to focus on the positive? I try so hard, but Debbie Downer always creeps in and starts giving her two cents! I hate that aspect of my personality. So today, I am going to list out some positive things going on in my life. Then I can come here later and read this after I throw Debbie out. So, we finally have put our house up for sale and hopefully it will sell and our country dreams can be realized. Wait, that doesn't sound positive! It WILL SELL and my country dreams WILL be realized! LOL!! After our house sells, we can pay off our car and we will be 100% debt free!! WHOO HOO! This year has so far been pretty amazing. I have adopted a healthier lifestyle for my family, and in the process I have lost 18 lbs. All of my children's lingering health problems while ongoing are very much under control. We found an amazing doctor who has helped us turn Sarah's asthma/allergy/skin problems around for the better. So instead of controlling our lives we have that under control and manageable for the first time in her life. I have a nice dog and this week we will be adding another puppy to the brood. It might be crazy for a while but in the long run I will have to nice family pets! I am living, breathing, and feeling good! I have a great job as a nanny for my great friends Erica & Brian. Their kids are great, and I love getting to spend time with them. It has really fulfilled that mothering needing to be needed thing that I have always had inside of me. The best part has been watching their little man, Sean. I have been there from before he arrived to now, watching him grow and learn is awesome. It really has helped me heal after my tubal pregnancy and subsequent loss. I have much less stress in my life. A lot more laughs, and a lot more time to just enjoy it and live in the moment. I am blessed. So take that DEBBIE!!
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